Hi!

It's already night time and yet i'm still thinking about you, my dear Faizin. It's been so long since i've met you. When i got to see you today, i felt different and shy for the first few minutes. I'm all over you when i see you wearing grey Hari Raya Outfit. Oh my, suddenly think of fifty shades of Grey. Hahaha.. You look totally good in that! I'm so happy to see you as we've not met since like for decades. I really miss you and i can only think of no other person but you. You are still at work at this hours. I wish i can spent some time with you and hug you for an hour.. Missing you so much! I'm not sure why i'm feeling this but i cried just now coz i kept thinking about you. I'm supposed to start doing my assignment but gees, i can't stop myself missing you. Waiting for tomorrow so that i can see you! I want to hug you and never let you go.

Alhamdulilah..Whenever i miss or think about you so much, i had to tell Allah because i will feel calm. I totally miss you and i wish you are reading this. I never love anyone as much as i love you! You make me want to lead my life closer to Allah S.W.T. I would never feel lonely and my mind would always be at ease. The power of ALLAH! The Almighty.

I hope that My fiancee, Faizin would be the Imam of my future family and lead me to the path which brings me so much closer to Allah. Inshaa Allah.

I'm sleepy but i had to start working on my assignment now. I feel better after typing this down as i had to really say HOW much i miss him that i teared.. Did you cast a spell on me? I'm missing you like crazy now...

Love,

FAIZIKIN (since 11 NOV 2011 - 3YRS & 8 MONTHS with you)

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