Deep in me,there are always a lot of things i fear to do & care so much about what other think about me.I'm always fear of rejection that i just feel lousy at the thought of not even trying.So,in the end i did not do anything to make that happen.

What's wrong with me?Well,as i kept fearing of many things.I never get things done in an orderly manner.

I just realised that my dream has always wanting to be a teacher.And yet,i kept thinking that i'm always aint ready for that.I love children & they can't fail to make me happy every single day.They are pure & innocent.Never lie.I can always count on them to make me happy.

It's a challenging career path.One thing i should do is to be calm & happy.That's what i've always want to do.As a start i would need to start talking and care less about what they would think of me.I need to start thinking about myself rather than others so much.At the end of the day,people would only think of those who are capable & not those who don't believe in themselves.

1-year challenge before joining MOE:

-To stay in a job for a year.

-Socialize & widen my social networks

-Be firm & communicate with others

-Smile & laugh

-Need to relax and reward myself everytime i do something well.

Things i want to achieve up to end of next year:

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